My Latest Erotic Exploration in Dating

These past couple of weeks I’ve been exploring the part of myself that is dying to TEST a man in every way I know how,⁠
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Only to be utterly PUT IN MY PLACE.⁠
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Repeatedly.⁠
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(Whereas I've previously withheld this urge to test - because I was afraid of touching a nerve that would result in me being projected onto in some way, or afraid of making him feel like less of a man).⁠
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There is basically nothing more erotic to me at this point, than this.⁠
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A man who cuts through all of my testing, teasing, & play and dominates the fuck out of me, knowing fully that he is the fucking king, and claims me as his own at the same time.⁠
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And I desire a man who is a master at this. ⁠
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Experiencing this frequency in my dating life has shown me that never again will I settle for this quality being absent in romantic relating.⁠
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No, it is not enough for it to be something a man is interested in developing in himself.⁠
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It is a capacity that must be present (and well developed!), or the relating is literally not worth it to me 😈⁠
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It opens me in the most exquisite, delicious way - to know that he is unwavering in his dominance & claim of me at the same time.⁠
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Dating gives us this opportunity - to identify which frequencies our own body is most seeking.⁠
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To identify the masculine (or feminine) frequencies that nourish us the most deeply.⁠
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And the frequencies that support us to shine as our brightest selves in partnership. ⁠
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Ultimately this is an exploration of finding the puzzle pieces that our own system is needing, to experience wholeness within.⁠
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And it is often through experiencing them externally, that we develop a map for them internally ✨⁠