Do You Want Happiness or Truth?

My dad used to say to me (a few years ago when I started walking down this path):

“Court, when I observe you, you seem to be getting more and more sensitive, but it doesn’t seem that you’re actually becoming HAPPIER.”

(Out of concern when observing my trials & tribulations)

And he was (is) right.

This has actually never been about happiness.

It’s been about truth.

If you just want to be “happy” then for real, stay in the personality programs and paradigms you are living in.

Protect yourself from feeling everything that doesn’t feel good or like “happiness.”

Because truth doesn’t care about your fucking happiness.

Truth just is.

It’s everything.

If you just want happiness, search for that.

But if you want truth, let go of happiness.

And in the letting go, you will find something else...

You will find out who & what you are.

You will see that you ARE everything.

And in that seeing,

You will find something greater than happiness- you will find bliss.